Facebook Diaries (9/11/2026)
People are so rude and antagonistic nowadays I'm in a constant state of oblivion due to antisocialism... I look in the fridge and don't even remember what's in there... When your constantly having run ins with troublemakers, the only thing you can do is keep your composure and put them in there place... I know I'm not the only one with problems, I need a system of routines and go through the motions when I'm slighted... I got my coping mechanisms down to a circular system, but we shouldn't have go through this, where just leaving the house in a good mood, pisses people off... Just because I make myself look good, and keep a positive, loving attitude, people assume I had it made, so they use that as an excuse to attack... If I look good it's because I have a healthy attitude, and I don't go around hurting people... And the more I survive, the more they realize, it's their problem.. I gave up art and music, due to cynicism, but I quietly do poetry, so ...