Tuesday, February 5, 2019

Important Quotes and Manifesto part 2 by Michael D'Orazio

Ephesians 6, 3-4
"Father's do not incite anger in your children by the way you treat them."

"Honor thy Father and Mother...that is unless they are dishonorable, and their rules oppressive, and unjust."

"The only reason a child should rebel against their parents, is because they enforce rules that go against the principles of Love and Godliness..."

"And deliver us from evil. Amen..."

"When one's actions are pleasing to the Lord even his enemies don't hate him."

"What does it matter what food you eat..."

"If one is to know whether they should be married or not, it's better to be free like me, but if one is on fire(lust), one should be married..."

"When one lies, one murders another part of the world..." ----Merlin from Excalibur

"An excellent man has no enemies, his friends don't like him..."                 
----Oscar Wilde

"I put my genius into my life, and my life into my work..." ------Oscar Wilde

"When one betrays a person that is true, or is close to God, it won't end well for the betrayer..."

"When the rich take from the poor, the rich end up in poverty..."

"You cannot serve God, and Mammon(money) both..."
-----from the movie Pale Rider

"The house of the wicked shall fall..."

"Frauds wear God on their sleeve, it's supports their vanity...They use it to gain socially, and politically, whilst corrupting the world around them..."

"When the community poisons the innocent, the innocent end up poisoning the community..."

"Repenting is very pleasing to the Lord, but in order to repent, one first must sin..."

"Even though i've learned that even  though the soul belongs to God, the flesh belongs to us..."

"Respectable men do not live by their libidos..."

"When a man relinquishes his control to an irresponsible woman the result is emasculation..."

"God is a man, after all..."

Wednesday, January 16, 2019

Important Quotes and Manifesto by Michael D'Orazio

"If you're a humanitarian, and you hurt people who don't support your point of view, then you're not a humanitarian...."

"Expecting someone to be a humanitarian, when they aren't, is a futile game of fascism and authority...."

"I won't claim or act like a humanitarian, cuz I'd be lying...and that isn't exactly humanitarian..."

"Being a humanitarian, is like being a priest... it's a job nobody really wants..."

"Expecting everyone in this country to be a humanitarian is a fascist ideal, and has way too many expectations..."

"You chose to act like a humanitarian..now lie in it...don't expect others to do the same...we live how we want..."

"When humanitarianism becomes oppressive, it's no longer humanitarianism..."

"G.G.Allin was right... hypocrites of society...he hated that authority...pure genius..."

"For those people who believe balance is the key... keeping the scales tipped doesn't help anyone... it's hypocrisy"

"Under the eyes of God I am innocent of my past crimes....but we all have a dark past...it's those people who have that understand."

"With scars, comes knowledge and experience."

"A life less dangerous, is a life not worth living."

"With all good things come bad things. With all bad things come good things. It's called balance."

"A man dies when the liquor stops pouring, and there is nothing left to celebrate."

"The worst thing about government handouts is the red tape....Since when does red tape come before charity at church pantries."

"I appreciate the female form, and prefer a specific body type, but I am not shallow... A healthy body inspires me."

"The only reason I never did drugs is probably cuz I had no one to do them with, and I couldn't afford them."

"When Tyrants die, who do nothing more then lie....light breaks, and the sun shines..."

"When everyone goes away, only God and destiny remains..."

"The attainment of love is the greatest achievement."

"Everyone needs a reason to do something, otherwise there is no meaning behind the act."

"Instead of having a woman, I got a scar... After I got the scar I no longer wanted a woman "

"Men at a high level, use women in management to demean and take charge of men at the bottom."

"Those who control the women, have all the power."

"The Gay community is nothing more then an accepted, glorified concentration camp that includes undesireables."

"A man who threatens the status quo, will be expelled, for he is a threat...he must be gay..."

"When one is denied love, it is easy to fall into the hands of degradation."

"As a man, and an Artist, I believe women are the focus of all that inspires... Lose that focus and all is lost."

"Men use women to do their dirty work, because no corrupt man will single handedly stand up to a man that is right."

"The man who is right never loses in the spirit world...for evil rots the soul."

"When spiritual debts are unpaid, the supernatural forces will first take from your mental health, then your body, and if you die, they will take from the person closest to you."

"You can't be free until your debts are paid in full, when you owe you will be a slave."

"The only way to get rid of a taker is to give them what they want, and when you succeed you will never see them again...and in the end they realized they gained nothing."

"I dream of a day I can build a healthy balanced relationship, but I always test people, and am denied."

"Jealousy, and envy, are the true destroyers, of relationships, and love... because when one gains another loses."

"Rewarding a man for evil, and punishing him for doing good, breeds corruption, and is a true crime of humanity."

"Artists are the true givers of society, but seldom receive anything in return."

"Undeserved fame always ends in spiritual death, and then physical death usually follows."

"Being an artist is a huge sacrifice, with very few moments of glory."

"The true teacher, teaches by setting an example...not enforcing rules, and using propaganda to brainwash them to conform to an ideal..."

"You can paint a man with a clear conscience as a villian, but in the end your attempt to demonize a good man is futile."

"Unrequited love is a recipe for suicide."

"Evil women set traps for loving men. Becareful who you love, if she steals your soul, then you'll end up a casualty..."

"People who thirst for knowledge with an open mind are easily corrupted"

"I believe Rasputin really was a "Man of God", but was driven by a karmically dark force to help bring down the Romanovs.  He was the catalyst for the destruction of the Russian Dynasty."

"I also believe that Hitler was hated growing up.  The wheels of karma empower demonic forces in those who are targets in society...."

"When there is something a miss, or something isn't right, all one has to do to seek the truth is look deep underneath it all to find the answers."

"People pose as humanitarians to cover up their agendas..."

"If a woman is on birth control, or she asks you to wear a condom most likely she doesn't love you, or better yet she hates your guts."

"If you are hated and despised do not ask why, cause they really don't need a reason."

"When you grow beyond people's antics, or their control of you they lose complete interest in you, because it ain't fun anymore."

"When your not wanted, sex becomes a devisive snare to drag you down further... ask Weinstein..."

"It ain't over until the fat lady sings, and last man is left standing...that being said, only innocence can hold you up."

"Sex is sacred.  I would never have put out if it wasn't special...there are times I cried, and later regretted..."

"Maybe being murdered is a high honor... To die for what you believed, and maybe something you said...that seems honorable."

"My biggest regret was thinking humanity would understand.  I gave them my heart and soul, and in return they gave me emotional violence. Things will never be the same again."

"Defying a tyrant is essential in undermining their stupidity."

"The early definition of being "Gay" is a colorful, showy personality... The next definition was "a homosexual"... My definition is, "a person who is led to a state of degradation, through oppressive elements."

"A tyrant was meant to be overthrown, there need to be in control, and their lust for power is their downfall."

"A tyrant will always fall, cause no man is bigger then the will of God and freedom."

"Cigarettes don't kill people, it's why you're smoking is what's killing you."

"To me alcohol is beneficial, it gives me an appetite, helps me sleep, it motivates me to cook, and do things. It also helps me kill time, relax, and clear my head so I can think clearly...So tell me again that it's bad for me"

"If you ask a stupid person what you should do with your life, they will tell you all the wrong answers."

"An artist doesn't like to hear advice, they would rather have your support..."

"People who give advice to struggling Artists, are merely telling them to "Fuck off"...plain and simple.."

"Liberating the people is the only reason an Artist should become a celebrity... their work should liberate intellectually, sexually, and humanize."

"If you're a decent person, and people are trying to get something on you, give them what they want...For it will satisfy them that you are not perfect, and then you'll be free of them."

"The automobile was the worst invention ever to be mass produced...it caused more problems then it was worth...they suck money, kill animals, accidental deaths, and litigation...not to mention it covered the Earth in paved roads and parking lots."

"Background checks for jobs is just a safegaurd from freedom and liberty, because poverty is the main cause of criminal activity."

"The judicial system is corrupt, because it incarcerates the victims, and protects
those who are unjust."

"When in poverty, asking for handouts is no good option, unless they are offered."

"The left won't accept me, because I say I'm straight, the right won't accept me cause they think I'm gay...so I'm literally caught in the middle, politically that is.  I consider myself a moderate, which is a total disadvantage..."

"The Nazi's bled the color out of Nazi Germany.  Humanitarianism is bleeding the color out of America..."

"Life's a drinking game:  You lose, you drink...or do drugs...(end of story)"

"For everything you lose in life, something is spiritually gained, artistically, and intellectually...there is no exceptions..."

"True Artists are real freedom fighters..."

"Real Artists don't do it for the money, really...but when money rolls in it's time to celebrate..."

"It's okay to steal something if you earned it, and it wasn't given up freely..."

"When Doctors and Surgeons start doing it soley for the money, you know
You're fucked..."

"You cannot hold onto something you didn't earn... Everything given to you unearned, must be paid back one way or another..."

"Celibacy comes when you don't owe anyone a God damned thing..."

"Cheating in a relationship is essential when the relationship is imbalanced..."

"Your biggest fears will almost always come true..."

"When I got scarred I realized I was much more then just a fuck..."

"The persuit of pleasure always leads to a dead end"

"A man who is wins has women approach him. A man who is losing approaches women..."

"Life is a series of contests that go on throughout your life:  Win some, lose some..."

"A friend who is competitive against another friend is no friend at all..."

"Being poor has nothing to do with how much money you have... it's all about one's attitude towards life... You reap what you sow.... literally..."

"A perfect body does not mean a perfect soul...Perfection of the spirit is forged on the battlefield resulting in scarred bodies..."

"A scarred body is a beautiful body..."

"Ahhh the glorious battlefield...Life isn't worth living until there is a fight to be fought, or cause ...the battlescarred lion is glorious...."

"An Artist's artistic spirit is all he truly has... Take away that and he is absolutely nothing..."

"Money, fame, women, equity, finances, and even health come and go, but the human spirit lives on..."

"Resisting the idea of fame is essential in an Artist's survival..."

"An Artist's goal isn't fame and fortune... An Artist's true goal is to create, and destroy... and also to get his work done while resisting outside stimuli..."

"The moral of the Grigori Rasputin story is "Power without responsibility..."

"Power without responsibility can get you killed..."

"When you hold your head up high they try to knock you down, when you bow your head in failure a woman will marry you..."

"Everyone Love's the loser, and everyone hates the winner..."

"Real cutters and self abusers don't mark their bodies where people can see them... Frauds mark their bodies in noticeable spots to get attention..."

"Real alcoholics don't want help, they'd rather drink themselves to death in private... Frauds go to AA to become popular, and get attention, cause they usually brag about their excursions..."

"Suicide attempts are common amongst people who crave attention... If they didn't want attention they'd finish the job..."

"Most people who are suffering won't talk about it... Those who do are usually lying to get something..."

"Women will only give you sex when you're not interested...  If you want sex they will reject the idea, and tell you "that's all you want..."

"I told my first girlfriend I wanted more sex, she told me she didn't want the relationship to be all about sex... So she cheated on me five times and told me to my face... Life's full of bittersweet ironies..."

"Amanda Todd is the Patron Saint of Cyber Bullying... She is a martyr... I think of her always..."

"Robert Crumb's willingness to survive unutterable rejection is what made him important and famous, his artwork was just a byproduct..."

"Fear is the biggest enemy and obstacle of progress... If you are stupid enough to ask permission, you most likely will be denied..."

"Beauty doesn't matter when you're thrown into the pit of the gladiator...flesh gets torn... survive to tell the tale..."

"Your conscience can destroy you if you wake up and find you spent your whole destroying people's lives..."

"I do feel I have a lot in common with Beethoven...I mean I'm not a classical composer, but in his eulogy it stated "he gave them everything and got nothing in return, and it's the finest blades that are easily blunted and broken...he turned his back on the world, when people shut him out." That's me to a tee."

"The truth is when you hate someone, you really love them...cause they have power over your emotions, and that is why you hate them..."

"When you want to win, all you see is failure..."

"When you have a birthright, there will be people trying to stop you, persistence will eventually get you there, and claim your prize..."

"When something special, or sacred is mainstreamed or made open to the public, it is no longer special or sacred..."

"Lying to someone to their face or behind their back is just another form of Murder...it is Mortal...God help my enemies..."

"Worrying about your health when your already healthy is a definite mental illness which may lead to self sabotaging your health..."

"An evil man will accuse an innocent man of that which he is guilty of, but in the end he will be exposed..."

Friday, May 18, 2018

"Autobiography of a Vampire" (an excerpt, by Michael D'Orazio, circa 2017)

Introduction and Commentary...

It is a very dark night as I travel up the road in my Chevy Aveo, a car that is slightly artsy in design. I realize that I am privileged in this day in age, as I drive into a town where men can't afford a car of their own. Young men litter the streets, smoking cigarettes, asking for single dollar bills, acting as if they are extremely poor. If they are, I don't really know. I am not aware of their situation. They are great actors, trying to squeeze the life, and money out of unsuspecting visitors in town. When they ask, I do not react, I am stone cold, for I am strong in my will, and I have no life energy of my own to sustain others. I feed off their innuendos, and their gestures, and it keeps me alive, for their negative energy fuels my own actions. I am negativity in its whole. I've been in this negative state since I was a young boy: For I was always a loner, and never had friends of my own to feed off of, and become a whole person. If I did, I destroyed what friendship we had. Since I have nothing of my own, I take from others, and when there is nothing left, either they are discarded, or they flee, far away from once we were.
I am darkness, and I really don't know why. I asked God, why am I different from those people who worship the sun, when I myself am a child of the moon. I am polar opposites from those people who have snubbed me and rejected me for what ever reason. I wait on those who find something interesting about me, and bring them in my life. I do my work, and I wonder what this is all about. For my relationships are never constant. They never last beyond a small time frame. For what I give them is knowledge, and money, I give them love, and affection, but what I take from them, is everything that a child is, youth and beauty. I take their security, and their confidence, and I pick on things that they are sensitive the most. I take their energy. I absorb it. It lasts for quite a while, until it is snuffed out by other entities who have a vacuum for a soul. In my world, ghouls, witches, phantoms, shadows, vampires, all exist. I live in a very dark world. To some I am strange, I am a mystery. I lurk about in crowds of people, and in the shadows. No one knows I even exist. I could jump out on the middle of the sidewalk, and do a dance and no one would notice me. I do not exist in their world. I am a fully independent entity, roaming the earth in search of another to share, and feed off of. This gives me knowledge, power, imagination, and the most valuable of commodities, youth. I suck the life out of most situations. I can't help it. It is who I am. I will not tell you fully who I am in words, for even I am not sure how to put it all. I am a phantom. I don't exist.
What I want in this world is to come to some realization about what my real purpose in life is. I feel as though I am just a social parasite feeding off the life of others. Is their good in all of this?? I do not know. For under God we are all his creatures. We have a purpose in life, even though humanity picks and chooses what is positive, and good, and what is evil. A snake for instance, is a symbol of Satan in the bible, a personification of evil, but in nature, just a creature, like everything else. It has its own nature to survive, and its own purpose to live. Just as I. But since I am near poverty on a financial level, independently that is, I cannot run and travel to other places without some financial stability. The modern world is snuffing out entities such as myself. They got smart, and know how to eliminate, dark, and negative personalities from society. Call us mentally ill, call us what you like, it won't stop the darkness from rising in the world. You can suppress the nature of man, and animal. Try to make a lion your friend, but you never know when the nature of the animal will strike when you least expect it. The nature of man is eradicating a specific breed of individual. To take their power and energy away, and manipulate them, until they fall like the sun, on a sunset, and that’s when darkness begins. And this is how it all happens. I was vampirized at a young age, by other kids of whom I grew up with, by my family, by people in the school systems, and those in the mental clinics. They took my life force away from me, the good, the power, and the beauty of youth, although I do not age like other people. I am sustained by the emptiness, and the ever growing possibility that there is something beyond all of this. Is it Death?? or am I already dead?? That is the question. I roam, and I roam for that life force I need to take. It enrages me to see others who thrive, and live lives full of love, and they are happy. But I dare say that it is a controversy for me to actually admit, that happiness, makes you age quicker, because you are content, and full of the cup of life, that God gave you, but when you live your life in the sun, the oxidation of your organic matter breaks down your body, from a scientific stand point. Those who are happy suffer from unexpected tragedies, all the time. But me being a negative entity, A dark God smiles on me. I live outside the world of Karma. I wish evil on those who wish me harm, and have neglected me in the past. Since I can remember when I was a little boy, my aunt who used to do things like humiliate me in front of my other family members during gatherings. I remember this clearly, and even though she is in her later years, and in her decline, she still weaves her web of mischief within the family. She is a witch of sorts. I cannot wait until she is 6 feet underground, and not just her. I want the world to change fully, and completely. I want the whole world to collapse, die out, and totally change. I want to start this world over, so I can begin again. Destruction has a purpose. It is a renewal. This life of man has gotten older, and totally absurd. We don't remember the old ways, the life of the spirit, what lies in the dark, and what true goodness really is. We have forgotten what was really important, what made life worth living. There are too many laws, too many rules. They have refined their crappy system for centuries. They have an answer for everything, but people are still being killed, people are still poor, and things are still going wrong. To me the more that you suppress humanity, or a social class the more it has a tendency to explode. This world is a pressure cooker on the edge of collapse. The only thing you can do is smoke your cigarettes, and drink your beer and wait for it all to go down. Maybe I may have made some bad choices, but once you do something, you have to live with it your whole damn life. It forges you into something you didn't expect, and what it is wouldn't you like to know.
A dark entity's one desire is to be completed, and full. There is a biological need, or should I say a spiritual debt that one has to complete be for they owe no more to the world. There is a plan, I would like to think that, or a set of stars that guide us to safe haven and deliver us from what I call evil. Now, which brings me on the subject about “Vampires”? Is a vampire evil??? Since Vampires have been known to live off the blood, or the life force of other people, does that make them evil. But because it is in their nature, doesn't that mean there is some good in it all. But if it is in the nature of a man to kill, we consider that evil, and murderous. The modern day vampire may not kill anymore, for fear of the rope, or execution. There are trickier ways of claiming someone's soul, or life force, without putting themselves in a position of incarceration, or penalty: To take without taking, or notice of taking. When you take material possessions from someone that can be proven in a court of law, but when someone takes your soul, or your spirit, there is no law against that. The poor have been victimized by the rich for many years. Slavery still continues in many facets of corporate society, but it is accepted. The spirit and the soul is what keeps someone in a state of beauty and grace. When you take that away from someone, they are a hollow shell, and decline in health. Such is the rich man to take that away from the good common people. But then there are "True Vampires", who take from those who are evil. A vampire can be good if the host is perhaps evil. Vampires are the catalyst for which God does his work. They are the dark force, the wheel of karma that corrects the discrepancies of man and their evil doings. All a vampire needs to do is enter a social class, and let the evil doers do their work, and that is when darkness starts to rise.
True Modern vampires blend in to normal society hunting for those who are up to no good. They frequent public places watching and waiting for their next victim to arrive. Upon feeding on their victims they are restored temporarily with life giving positive energy. The feeding process takes as long as there is to take from an individual. It could take years, if the host is compliant, and is not aware of what is really happening to them. In the end they might feel depressed, lethargic, with no will to move on, and do things. They might feel a state of desperation upon realizing that the situation that they are in his doing them irreparable harm. Once a vampire has fed on their youth, and beauty, there is hardly a chance of coming back from the experience. Sometimes or in most occasions the host themselves become a vampire, if it has not destroyed their lives. They live in this sort of energy debt, that can't be filled until they find their own hosts to victimize. Victims of vampires are people who have usually put themselves at risk by leaving a flock, or a herd of friends that they are connected with. Once the host leaves their world of friends to perhaps make a better life for themselves, a vampire might arrive to greet them. You see, being alone, and unguarded makes you vulnerable to a vampire attack. Risking it all by making rash decisions to gain power, in the world makes you a target. Vampires lurk and wait for those individuals. But there are people out there who through no fault of their own are vulnerable, even if they are good, because of the lack of support they have in society. Loneliness might have begun at an early time of their lives. They waited to be seduced by a vampire. The life they had wasn't good enough, so the vampire came and gave them a new life to replace the pain and sorrow they have felt. This represents the making of a good vampire: Vampires who never had the choice, of just being good, or just accepted human beings. In most cases becoming a vampire can be a euphoric and ecstatic experience in the beginning. The wondrous beauty of imagination that new vampires feel can be exciting. But like everything in life if there are no situations to feed on, the vampire might experience dullness, and sort of drift through life feeling nearly dead by the circumstances. It really pays for a vampire to travel. Once an area has been claimed by a vampire, and once there is a realization that a vampire is in their midst, a vampire's cover has been blown. Moving is probably necessary. A vampire has always been given gifts of prophecy, talents, vocations, so they can make money, and be free to explore, and move around. If a vampire gets blacklisted in his community for what ever reason, one has to move on, or start to kill, and steal to make ends meet. Vampires are as vulnerable, as normal people if they are found out. Once people have gained a sense of what is wrong they can out a vampire, and render him harmless to those aware. But vampires must be clever for many reasons.
A real vampire can't give away who they are. They sometimes look like normal everyday people. But sometimes they are the worst kind. They live this normal reality posing as well adjusted decent people. The only thing is they take from the good, which is a tragedy. They use their evil ways to undermined good hard working people. This is the portrait of a bad vampire. It's not uncommon for vampires of this nature to be punished for doing the work of Satan. Me myself have run into such vampires, and realize nothing good can come of their lives. They steal, they cheat, and they spawn evil in their children.
There are certain rules a true vampire must operate under: Certain natural laws that a vampire must follow in order to be free from karmic laws: Modern day vampires can live in the sunlight, but it must be avoided because their pale skin is more susceptible to decay. It's not uncommon for a vampire to wear a hat with a brim to block out the sun's rays. Moonlight at night is comforting, and to live in the dark night is even better. The night time is a vampire's favorite time to congregate amongst mortals. Although due to the fact that some regions of the world shut down public business's late at night is somewhat of a travesty for some vampires. Living in a place like New York City, is favorable, since it's the city that never sleeps. Unfortunately some vampires do not have the means to climb up financially due to the social climate, and economy. Vampires like to express themselves in a dark manner, in ways such as Edgar Allen Poe. It's not a cliché. Vampires thrive on dark subjects, their imagination swims in darkness, but also in the beauty of darkness. Real true vampires are rare. There are humans that pose as vampires. But these vampires are mainly well adjusted humans who portray the cliché and the superficial qualities of vampires portrayed in old novels and movies. They aren't real, and have no knowledge of the true qualities a vampire has. It is well known that Goth Subculture emerged in the early eighties, I'm guessing, and spawned the trend, and popularized vampires. Many rock bands dressed up, and crafted their music to become popular. I believe that true vampires emerged during this period to thrive and be accepted in normal society. But that was short lived. In today's society there is a lack of acceptance of vampires, and it’s killing vampire life as we know it.
Because vampires have to be careful, and they are not fully accepted in today's society, coming out is not really a good idea for some. Vampires have another mechanism: Destruction. When they move into a social class, bad things start to happen mysteriously. People die, tragedies, business's close down, Loss of love, car crashes, disease, etc. Like a mouse spreading it's disease to the general public, I would imagine a plague would follow. But the vampire since he is a monster created by the foul deeds of man, are exempt from penalty. Because it wasn't the vampire's work so much, as it was man's work. The damage can never be traced back to the vampire. There is a dark force that surrounds the vampire. It can't be totally explained in words. But when someone crosses a vampire directly, there is always a counter reaction that even the vampire is not aware of. In a way the vampire is innocent of the karmic destruction the vampire inflicts on man. When you try to cause harm to a vampire the reaction is 100 times worse then inflicting it on a normal human being. So if you pick a victim and it happens to be a vampire, something bad will happen to you. Vampires have risen over time from the foul deeds of man. And as they take their blows they become stronger and more powerful. But vampires experience pain when experiencing a blow, and they have to recover like everyone else. But once they bounce back they are to be reckoned with.
Vampires move through society with the greatest of ease. There is no where they won’t go, without out risk. There are exceptions, which I will not say, but it is for the vampire to decide what is safe. Sometimes when a vampire frequents an establishment, he will fully work the room until everyone falls prey to his interactions. When there is no one left it is time to leave, and never come back. Vampires gain knowledge and energy from interacting with mortals. They also gain strength and experience. They tend not to make permanent connections with those people, for fear of being found out. There is a lot to risk, if one gets too close. Sometimes a vampire when realized will be outed from certain places they are not welcome. These places are easily ruled out after the vampire realizes who is not easy and willing. Vampires are very fast at what they do, they get what they want, and get the hell out of there. Sometimes a vampire might be caught in something not too good, but they have a sense when trouble is coming. They find people’s behaviors to be extremely predictable. If a vampire should get themselves into something that they can’t get out of, and they are harmed physically, recovery is swift, and the scars pretty much clear up.
Vampires may be dead on the inside, and still, but they are quick, and have endless amounts of negative energy. They practically fly around town, hitting multiple places to find victims every day and every night. There is a lot to know about the nature of vampires. But one would only know if they were a vampire…

"Vampire in Suburbia" (a story by Michael D'Orazio, circa 2010)

      My pale skin gives me away as I enter the Inn.  They all look with merry faces as they pin the town fool on me.  As I walk across the floor to the edge of the bar I look around for my next victim.
     I play the fool so someone will fall, and I will have my fill.  They are all remarkable of low imaginative value.  They do not know, that I know that their merry days will end, for the lady they desire will be mine.
     She sits there next to me.  She glows with a God given spirit.  So much I cannot utter words.  Her brilliance blinds me as the wicked men growl at me with murderous contempt.
“Hello” I say to her.  She goes “Hmmmffff”, and looks away.  I am beneath her.  She is untouchable to me.
     I say “Your last boyfriend wasn’t such a snob”.  She says,“Who are you anyways?”.  (A Dream, I thought, but maybe a nightmare).
I said gleefully, “That man across the bar you had relations with wants to slit my throat”!!  She says coldly, “He will do what I want and what I say.  You are a nobody in this town, and will surely not last.  You're a pretty boy, but I am sure that there is a man that will have you, and not me”.
    I thought that this was a typical answer from the town whore.  And as I absorbed her ill talk, her big burly boyfriend came, and asked me to sit in the next bar stool over.  In fact I moved to the other side of the bar to diffuse any tension that we had between us.  There at the other side I was harassed by the other cronies that were friends of her entourage.
    It’s like me not to run away, and not face the music.  I’d rather take the abuse and learn from it than not know what’s around the corner.  In fact I don’t believe in karma, for  I cant hurt a fly.  I get hurt sometimes, and this makes me think.  What is my destination?  Will I end up in a wheelchair when I get real old, or will I be in optimum  shape when my time comes.  Who knows?  Will I live 200 more years If I believe and desire to live on, and see if we survive on this god forsaken planet.
     I lived for 100 years, and I look like I am 26.  For that was the age I was brought into darkness.  And I still know very little about human existence.  For I am not a human anymore.  That was a short time, and during that time I learned very little except suffering and dismay.
     My new existence was given to me as a consolation for not knowing how to live life.  I stumbled upon an infected teen who wanted me for his own.  He lured me with his affections, and his smooth talk.  He made me feel like I belonged, and that I was needed.  We were together always, until that fateful day when he uttered words that murdered our trust.  Him and a few others stole my light, and my soul, and it was replaced with a malignant spirit that guided me into malevolence.
     Ever since those days I have been driven by worldly ambitions, to replace the love that was taken from me and lost.  Now I am no better than a beggar in the streets, looking for emotional handouts from strangers.  I have been in a state of agitation with little vital energy to sustain me.  Now I suck the life force out of the people closest to me.  I live in a whirlpool of negativity, that begins with my family, and sucks everything from it’s surrounding environments.
     I am not sure if I am a pawn, or my intelligence is making vital decisions in my life that will guide me in the right direction.
     There was a time that I summoned a spirit to carry me, and deliver me from evil influences.  For I am a pure being, but what I project and materialize in space is darkness.
     I am the illusion of a dark being, secretive, and evasive.  I can only enter the life of another when I am invited.  But when I am, I drag their souls down, and make them one of mine own.  Some stay and bond with me, others run and use their power against me.  There is no way I can’t catch something when I weave my web.  But mostly I walk alone for I am doomed by God to face the world in solitude.  I am not welcome anywhere, but frequent places of debauchery for comfort.  "I believe there is nothing more delicious than the soul of an evil man, or woman."
(Last line adopted from "Interview with a Vampire", by Anne Rice)

"The Happy Land of Emasculation" (a story by Michael D'Orazio, circa 2010)

(This story was based on a dream I had the night before I wrote it.)
      When I woke up I was in the back of a Range Rover, my anus was sore, and these two people were bringing me to a place, apparently against my will.
      It was when I woke up that I realized that these two people were leading me around, I didn't know them, but I trusted that they were going to bring me somewhere interesting, and what it was, it turned out to be a surreal fairyland(nightmare).
      We rode through the countryside. We viewed country neighborhoods, with people all working together, seemingly perfectly happy.  It seemed like a happy land, but who were these people.  They all seemed connected.  It seemed alien to me.  When we got to where we were going it seemed like some sort of folk fest, with merchants and booths, jugglers, and lots of food.  There were men dressed like happy clowns, and some like drag queens.  The men were with men, and the women who had a butch appeal were with women just a little cuter.  I was confused why I was brought here, and I got a little paranoid.
      What town was this?  What state was I in.  The two people that brought me here seemed like a normal straight couple.  They had a huge pick up truck.  The man was grungy, like he worked outside most of his life, or maybe he was a hardcore alcoholic, who maybe smoked too much weed, and dug ditches for a living out in the sweltering heat.  The woman, you could tell she was pretty herself once, but life toughened her up.  You could tell that she was the type to stand by her man. They were in league with this organization, bringing undesirables, or failures to this world, to blend, and fit in.
      I got scared, and paranoid, and the first thing I checked was my anus, to see if I was violated in anyway.  And in my horror, I found sticky jizz oozing from my ass.  I couldn't believe this.  My biggest fear had come true.  I asked myself who did this to me, and who brought me here??
      The couple brought me to the person responsible for this(the person who had me violated), and who it was, was not surprising.  It was my girlfriend of four years.  She looked the same as I remembered her, but different at the same time.  She wasn't the person that I came to know.  She was deceptive, and deceitful... She betrayed me, and she was showing here true inner light.
     She looked at me like nothing had happened, and like she never saw me before. I remember that in our past relationship that she always made jokes, or perhaps attacked my masculinity in some ways that made me anxious, or made me mistrust her judgments.  After all, I tried my best to be the man in our relationship, but she wore the pants in a way that I didn't like.  I didn't want a woman to be in control my destiny, and in the end she brought me here anyways.
 She walked away with out a care, and I just looked around, scared that I was going to contract A.I.D.S, from the gooey jizz that was still oozing out of my ass.
      I wondered how I was going to get home, and who was willing to take me.  No one really showed any interest in helping me, treating me like I was just a number.
      The sun was shining regardless, to my dismay.  This place was like a fairyland, but to me it was a facade of something sicker.  This is when I woke up from this dream.  It made perfect sense to me.  It summoned up years of abuse, but now that I know this will it all stop.(Probably not)

The Spider's Delight.... (a story by Michael D'Orazio, circa 2010)

 (This story was based on a Dream I had in 2010)
      There once was a boy that walked through the field's one day. He sat by a tree reading the newest bestselling novel, when a spider spun it's web downward resting itself on the hand of the boy. It said to him quietly, "I want sweets!!"

"But you eat bugs", said the boy. The spider said, "I'm tired of eating the same old things. Bugs all taste the same to me. I want sweet things."

So after dark, the boy went into town to find a candy store that was still open for business. He stopped at a bar to check out this latest club that had just opened up. It was dark in there, with a man playing a menacing piano in the corner wearing a black tuxedo.

"Do you mind if I have a cocktail before we stop at the candy store", the boy said. The spider responded, "I guess so". So the boy sat down at the bar with the spider on his shoulder, and ordered a Manhattan, with sweet vermouth. He told the spider to have a sip, to satisfy him until the stopped at the candy store. The spider did take a sip, making him feel a little intoxicated.

The boy consumed the high priced elixir, whilst he admired the chilling sonata that was being played by the grim, pale, grey haired musician that sat at the piano. His tip jar was full of big bills. The boy didn't tip, because he didn't have any more ones.

The light in the room was filled with dim blue lights. All of the patrons there looked like vampires, drinking red wine, and wearing high priced black clothes, that were designed by big names.

After the boy took his last sip of the drink, he gave the cherry to the spider, and made his way to the candy shop, that was located just around the corner.

The store had just closed as the boy walked to the front door. All the candy that was displayed in the window, glistened, as the drunken spider relished himself into the beautiful imagery that was presented. The spider lost control of his senses, and demanded that he have the candy.

"Throw a rock at the window", the spider demanded.. The boy, easily influenced, grabbed a broken half-piece of brick that was lying on the sidewalk, and thought twice about what he was going to do, and looked both ways to see if anyone was coming. He took a deep breath, and half-heartedly threw the brick, through the glass window pain, exposing the delicious delights, that lay there enticing the spider's drooling mouth.

The spider ran, danced, flew across the arm of the boy, which bridged the gap between the boy, and the chocolates. The spider danced with glee, as the candy grew closer, and closer.

The spider, drunk, and in state of ecstasy, or frustrated anxiety, lifted his head high, with his many eyes closed, opened his mouth, and was going to take a huge chunk out of the creamy looking chocolate truffle that lay at the edge of the boys finger tips, and instead took a chunk out of the boys hand accidentally. The boy screamed in agony and smushed the spider all over his fingers, making sure that the spider was dead, and no longer able to hurt him.

The poison from the spider bite exploded some of the skin off his hand, and fell off. His fingers cramped, and contorted, as the boy cried to himself in horror. "What a travesty", he said to himself, and walked home in a state of misery, back to his mother's arms.

His mother was horrified by the look of the boy's hand, and put methylate, the red colored ointment on the exposed skin, and bandaged it. The boy went to bed, and dreamt of better things, sugar plums, and all that nonsense.

His mother opened the door of his room, and asked him while he was sound asleep, with the lights off, and said, "What's that alcohol doing on your breath"???

The End

Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Is Political Correctness Fascism???....(Quotes by Michael D'Orazio)

Just added this to my ABOUT page on my website....I will talk soon more about POLITICAL CORRECTNESS, and it's pitfalls....

(To Begin....Michael's SOLE PURPOSE is to fight against POLITICAL CORRECTNESS, and the people who GOVERN this THOUGHT POLICE... POLITICAL CORRECTNESS is a THREAT to your 1st AMENDMENT RIGHTS, and also it is a THREAT to ART, and LITERATURE... Also, it is a form of MIND CONTROL, forcing you to be OBEDIENT.  It's a form of MENTAL SLAVERY, and SUBMISSION.... You do not have to be POLITICALLY INCORRECT to notice that, if people cannot CONTROL your MIND, you will be PENALIZED, PUNISHED socially, and in some cases OSTRACIZED.... POLITICAL CORRECTNESS is a THREAT, and should therefore be RESISTED....to preserve and EMANCIPATE yourself from MENTAL SUBJAGATION...)   ---M.D.

The reason why Political Correctness is a threat to the older
generations, is simply because you can't teach "Old Dogs New Tricks", literally... I mean everything I learned and know as a middle aged man, is now being overturned, threatened, and broken, which ultimately is a threat to my whole psychic framework...Simply changing the fabric of my mind to conform to
an idiotic, and oppressive language as PC, is easier said then done...
I am being blamed literally for the subjugation of oppressed black people, cripples, retards, and touchy Semitic semantics, because Rich Liberal Fucks, had to change the language to insult people's intelligence, and intentions.  Changing our language to PC, is like telling me I can't use English anymore, and to learn another language in order to survive...Fuck that!!!.... I mean the freedom to choose our words, and not have to walk on eggshells, is the difference between being happy, and miserable.  Telling me to change my language, which should be my choice, is an oppressive stance to take, for the sake of perhaps hurting sensitive people, who know nothing about transcendence, or what it means to compromise the freedom to speak openly and freely....It's your choice really to accept this stupidity, or allow it to get more, and more tedious, or complicated.  I say RESIST...."

"Political correctness isnt just about slurs, or offensive lauguage its about communicating ideas that are real, true, or criticisms that may affect a class of people who take little responsibility or inflict injustices that affect all of society. With PC language, checks and balances are jeopardized, or compromised"

(on being both liberal and libertarian)
" It's possible to accepting of new ideas and also discarding new
useless ideas like Political Correctness. As an artist i am liberal but in the idea of free speech i am old school so that is where the libertarian comes in or perhaps the conservative bigot i may be for racially profiling people even though i inturn am not racist. I take from all political groups, and make my own religion in politics. I am moderate because of this.. I'm not radicalized on the right or left."

(on PC and literature)
"Gone with the Wind, came at a time when PC language, was not instituted.  It's a commentary on American history, which based itself on the truths of that time period.  Regardless, reality, and truth hurts, or reminds people of just how it use to be back then.... PC language, and it's fundamentals threatens to destroy literary classics, and limit the free speech of historians and writers of this day, and age... That is, if they are strong enough to not let it influence their work, so they can adhere to truthful principles.,,
As an Artist I try to be non-biased in my opinions, but facts remain, descriptions remain, and I find that under the influence of todays restrictions I find myself in a constant state of deep Rebellion..."

(On the argument of Slavery...)
"First of all the African slaves were enslaved by their own people,
then sold to white traders then shipped to North America where they were chained and shackled. I stress that white people did not invent the concept of slavery... Slavery dated back to Ancient times, and even the Egyptians who were considered colored, or Black, did in fact enslave the Jews. And of course later white people from the north, under the influence of Liberal Leader Abraham Lincoln, freed the slaves in the South during the Civil War.  Even so, it seems that all white people, and I mean all, are being blamed and left with the stigma of having been responsible for the slavery of what they then called "Negroes"... Most white people have absolutely no connections, or lineage, that may make them culpable, or responsible for what has happened in the past, I know that there are people who still carry the confederate flag, and still hate the color of a black person's skin...But white people who aren't to blame, carry the stigma and guilt, or the pain of having to bear that they may be karmically responsible just because they are white... Jesus said, "Break the Chain of Evil", but for some reason there is no forgiveness, or no ending of the madness that yesterday was not so savory, etc..... But besides that one race can't be responsible for the invention of slavery, Slavery existed everywhere in the world in different times in history."

"Is Political Correctness, a dumbed down use of language for liberals to make people feel better about their shortcomings."

"Are Liberals in high places accused of creating a language that seemed to have good intentions in the beginning but later
became so extreme it limited free speech, and affected the
people who are forced to curb their expressive ideas, vocalize their frustrations, and deliberately censor their use of language, only to go lighter on those whom the language seemed to target."